Here it goes
All day I write down my notes
What is worth to noting down?
Oh, let me conclude this

I´ll ask once more
Will I remain the same
Or let´s put it this way
Will I ever be able to change

Move slowly
Come closer
Bring it on
I´m not joking

What are you waiting for?
There is still bill to pay
I´d prefer to go trough it now
Go trough it

Show no mercy
Just like you are used to
Want something more
That´s what you told me, too

He is gone
Yes, he too
Left away
Without you

Some say there is someone else
i´ve never felt like that before
I wish I met the one
who´s standing in front of my door

All the things I really feel,
there are a lot of things in my head,
I am loosing them every day and night
And they show up another day and night

I´ll ask once more
What is that, you really want
Bring it on
just in case that you really know

He is gone
Yes, he too
Left away
Without you

I don´t think this is the end
I can´t wait to read the second part
I´d prefer to go trough it NOW

Go trough it

Never ever thought about this thing
Never imagine that it´s such big
The difference in point of view

Why do they pay so much attention?
To do the silly things to make an impression
But they are nice and they are so sweet

Tell me why
The difference in point of view
Why does it always have to be so fucking hard?
Tell me why
Did not know

All this silly things look a bit weird
But everything is clear and everything is said
Don´t understand this point of view

Why do we spent so much time so near
To feel their touch, their smell, no fear
There is a need to be strong

After all these findings want to say
We should be happy we got a lucky day
Cause it could be so much worse

Now I wanna say it all again
We should be happy we got a lucky day
Cause it could be so much worse

Looking to the eyes
Searching for the miracle
Everybody say it is a critical
Critical error in the feeble mind

Hey what´s up with you?
There´s sign on the forehead
I am fool! It´s written down there
Have to see closer to this mind

Everyday they want more
Everyday it is hardcore
Everyday loosing their face
Fighting for eternal grace
Everyday they want more
Everyday

Now comes the proper time, our chance
shout out our feelings our stance
Everybody says, says it loud
Get out!

There is no need anymore I might go sleep
Drain the cup – cup of the misery
Drain the cup – cup of the sorrow
Another day I still awake

There is no fucking chance!
Don´t believe in this
I know it´s a big business
But I don´t want you anymore

Hey what´s up with you
Did not learn to
Say the true, no lies, don´t you have to
Be polite and straightforward ?

No reload anymore I might go sleep
Drain the cup – cup of the misery
Another day I still awake
Drain the cup – cup of the sorrow

Too many times
I tried to say it so
That you should go
Go away

Too many times
I tried to say it so
That you should go
Now

Cause your opinion is wrong
And you should know
Our patience is low

What the fuck
Do you think you are
What the fuck
We used to like you

In this time I see
No other solution
You are different than used to be
Now
Don´t come anymore
We want to see you no more
This is our final word

We used to like you

Too many times, you should go
Too many times
I tried to say it so
That you should go

As a little boy I found the world so peaceful
That I really believed in
That everything is easy, nice and now I feel
That I was wrong

One step ahead - watch it out
Check your back – if it´s all right
One step back – it is not your fault

Down, down to the ground
Fairytale man is speaking to me
Down, down to the ground,
He disappeared and his tale fades away
One step ahead
Check your back
If it´s all right

In this I see reality
And I want my dreams get back
Fairytale man tells me that I won´t achieve
All the things I want

Down, down to the ground
Fairytale man is speaking to me, to me
Down, down to the ground,
He disappeared and his tale fades away
One step ahead
Check your back
It is not your fault

After all there is time to stop
So bend over and remember
My cards weren´t form the God

And you all have thought of my secret
20 minutes of the smells and noises
Picture of mine in your place

And that´s why I have to go
What a feeling
In my head there is a feeling I feel inside me
That´s why I have to
What I feeling in my head

No shaving can erase those bugs
Its under my skin, it has reached my blood
Another chapter of the story

My sleep never helps me out
All the mornings look the same
The face in mirror closes eyes

And that´s why I have to go
What a feeling
In my head there is a feeling I feel inside me
That´s why I have to
My guiding light has disappeared out there in those hills
What I feeling in my heart

I find my life as a mosaic of misunderstanding
Broken by myself, recollected by you
I´d like to talk to God, but I´m out of luck,
He´s not pickin´ up the phone

Not today, this week, the month, the long years
What is this all about? I whish I could end this
I wrote a letter again, but this time I´m gonna send it!
Not as the day before

I am going to send it this time
Not as the day before!

Even the lonely darkness is better than this
To hell with Sun, to hell with you
If it means to go through all that shit
Than I say: Fuck you and fuck everyone too!

I guess I will never find a peace in my soul
never bring a light back to my days
I might still yell at the wall
It never helps, anyway

Too many times I have tried to let it go
It always finds the way back home
Home, into my hands, but I can´t anymore
Not as the day before

Anymore

Hearin something you can't hear
Trailed by power from the deep
As a tool of unknown consience
My mind is filled by prosy voice

Have no interest and no reason
Even no clue what's going on
Pushed to do things different way
If it's true than we should pray

Hard to speak when no one listens
To the describes of my visions
Gang of sightless and one sacred
World can't accept my small secret

What do I still feel
Inside

What's up?
Who's knocking on my door?

We can't see whats round the corner
Slip away - leave door open wide

Silent sources covered by noise
Useless efort of my voice
Yes it hurts it burns my brain
I struggle in my ring of pain

Scream inside outside and ever
Prophet for now and for never
Band is playing and they dance
Water dips their evidence

Hard to speak when no one listens
To the describes of my visions
Gang of sightless and one sacred
World can't accept my small secret

I am down, the people are standing around me
I am down, but I can still breathe
I am down, my sight runs the dalles
I am dead, it sounds so easy

What is it all the people are saying?
I do my best but I can´t hear

She is done here
I see her leaving
Let me try

I have left the place already
Why all the people don´t go too

The leaves are falling down
The ground wants them all in it's arms

It is worse than I thought

Pull back, before my fire reaches you
Get back, take your feeling with you
Pull back, and don´t come back anymore
I am dead, yeah I am dead

What is it all the people are saying?
I did my best but I didn´t hear

I am gone now
I saw myself leaving
Even thou, I tried

Try, all have left the place already
Try, but I am still here, can´t move

Try

We cannot give it up

All the things in my head really go
Up and down and left and right
Just don´t know what to do and what
The fuck to think all about

Why we should fall in
To the ground, question in my head
There is terrible feeling
So everybody says

Don´t give up
This is an hc style
Don´t fuck give up
This is an hc style

Now has comes a time
When we have lost our way
Here is a fucking chance so
Yes my brother I do my best

Show me once again
I really know u care
I know that you fucking care
For now
Don´t give up

Don´t give this a muthafuckin´ breakdown
Don´t give up